Category Archives: African Queen

New Real Women Show S3 EP1 celebrating female soul divas for Black History Month 2017, USA


I do not know …

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I don’t know what is wrong with me so I don’t know how to fix me.
I don’t know who I am or where I belong in order to find the tribe of people who will completely and unconditionally accept and understand me.
From church organisations, educational institutions to musical or artistic explorations;
From African visitations, family expectations to globetrotting expeditions;
Historical lectures of torturous pasts, stories and tales of glorious kingdoms don’t last;
I still don’t know what is wrong with me, so I can fix me.
Redemption promise, washed in blood,
Why blood, why so much blood?! 😞
Brown, black, beige or orange.
Eniyan dudu, eniyan pupa, kilode?
Oh, Africa, I do not know what is wrong with me, so I can fix me.
Is it my muddied dirty skin?
Is it my tangled bushy thorny hair?
Is it the unholy liason with the fathers who steal my dignity over and over again?
Is it the casting away of her daughters, oh motherland?
Are you so ashamed of me, does my visage disgust you?
I do not know what is wrong with me so I can fix me;
Is it because I pray in a foreign tongue?
Are the gods angered that I turn my back on them?
Does the god of Iron despise the god of Abraham?
Are they at war with each other?
Oh, Abba Father, how will the truth be revealed?
Oh, what is wrong with me, so I can fix me?
Don’t know who I am, what I am! Church tells me I am a child of God, a holy priesthood and such lofty ideals;
Yet still like a stranger, imposter I feel in the midst of the congregation.
Oh why, oh why, oh, be at peace for now oh troubled soul.
I do not know what is wrong with me, so I can fix me!

© Lara Rose 2016

Written as part of my end of term assignment APD Leeds Beckett university.


Real Women Show Series 2. Ep 1

 


Lara’s Drugstores

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Harriet Tubman “Black Moses” to be placed on US dollar bill!

  1. My Original Photogram still life drawing created by exposing photographic paper to the drawing and sunlight.

2. My Harriet Tubman still life drawing photogram digitally enhanced!!

Harriet Tubman (Black Moses) pioneer of the Underground Railroad that helped set Africans free from slavery!! 😊

© Lara Rose 2016


Just be you!!

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Special Edition – Real Women Show

Hey!! Hey! Hey!
As it’s international Women week with so many activities, I couldn’t resist puling a show tonight!! A sneak preview for the all New Real Women show!! Will now be featured at Leeds Beckett Media!!
 

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