Church, stop bullying me – the alchemy of pain

 

Thank you peeps for all your love and support through this difficult grieving time. It is a roller-coaster ride, and this weekend presented an opportunity for the lowest of lows by the callous, insensitive & unloving actions of others. ☹️

I’ve made some new friends and lost some {I guess they were not friends to begin with} I’ve seen behaviour that shocks me, betrayal close to Judas and Brutus but I’m stating for the record: unlike Jesus and Ceaser getting killed. I still live to tell the tale, (though they try to push me to the depths of despair, lol🤣.)  And I will, as it is a good one!!!

Sisters, please watch your backs, not everyone who calls you sister has your back, indeed some covet what you have  and will go to any length to attain it. With their clever manipulation and what I now know to be “gas-lighting” tactics one proved my suspicions right, successfully in the most spectacular way possible!! There is a God of justice after all!! 🤣

Yes, it’s a paradox, that I feel victorious even in the face of loss!! The value of one revealing their character and true intention without a shadow of doubt is priceless, pure gold. A lesson for all to learn on how to guard against this in the future. It hurts me that some other friends got hurt because of their action but I guess ces’t lack vie!! You live and learn not to make certain mistakes again.

I have also witnessed and continued to see and enjoy the limitless abundance and supply of grace and blessings from Father God through the universe from the spirit realm. (Still asking where is Mother God?!🙄)

But:

I have had to learn the hard way to;

Protect my table, cast not my pearls before swines, they will rend you!! I will reveal all in my new book, “Church, stop bullying me, the alchemy of suffering” by Lara Rose

 (© Lara Rose 14/06/18 unedited)

Harriet Tubman “Black Moses” to be placed on US dollar bill!

1. My Original Photogram still life drawing created by exposing photographic paper to the drawing and sunlight.

2. My Harriet Tubman still life drawing photogram digitally enhanced!!

Harriet Tubman (Black Moses) pioneer of the Underground Railroad that helped set Africans free from slavery!! 😊

© Lara Rose 2016

I sit …

Streams of consciousness:

So I sit
I stare
I have no care
I have no fear

I love
I am love
I love
I give love

Like an innocent baby
Smiling joyously
Up at mama’s eyes

I cry
I feed
I move
I feel
I see the world unfold
Around me

I sit
I stare
I have no care
I have no fear

© Lara Rose 15/03/16

 

 

© Lara Rose 2016

 

Special Edition – Real Women Show

Hey!! Hey! Hey!

As it’s international Women week with so many activities, I couldn’t resist puling a show tonight!! A sneak preview for the all New Real Women show!! Will now be featured at Leeds Beckett Media!!

 

Celebrating Women!!!

A re-run of the pilot show to celebrate International Women’s day/week!!!

Enjoy!! 🙂

Shame, shame on you Motherland Africa!!

Shame on you, shame on you motherland Africa,
Shame, shame, shame on you.

Still you persist in de-robing ze innocence of le virgins.
Still you mutilate and castrate le future.
Still you abuse and clubber,
Still you cause the hearts to shudder.
At the ill gotten gain;
Of licentiousness pain.
You seem not to care;
You seem not to hear.
The cry of newborn child,
Left to wander, yonder wild;
Like a crevasse, displaced, torn, ruptured from the womb;
You erupt, molten magma, scattered pieces, empathy doomed.

Shame, shame, shame on you
Shame, shame, on you,
Motherland Africa!
From, far North Eritrea, West Nigeria to South Zulu.
Shame, shame, shame on you
Motherland Africa!

© Lara Rose 2016

My African Queen

My African queen
Across from me
My beauty queen sits
In all her glory she glows
With flawless skin, so beautiful
I feel such love within
As I behold my African queen!!

© Lara Rose 2015